I am a christian myself, and sometimes I feel a bit unsure of my salvation because I have sinned. And in many testimonies that I have read about people who went to hell and witnessed what is going on in there, there are children and so called christians suffering in hell as well, and that shook me a bit because I've always thought that salvation is by grace, and all we need to do is believe in God the father, the Son and the Spirit.
I do admit and confess that I have been a back slidded christian for sometime, I have not took the word of God seriously because I know that He will always forgive me and I have taken that for granted, and for that I asked for God's forgiveness and mercy for taking his son's death on the cross lightly, I repent and I am truly sorry. ): But I know that God loves his children and he loves me too, and he forgives me if my heart is set right.
I do want to change my life, the way I think, they way I respond and all that, I want to live my life for God and God alone.
There are so many things that I want to change, and I want other people to know as well, like how important it is to lead this life for the life after this, but sometimes people laugh at me and say that I'm being overly enthusiastic or its just temporal. I feel that since I am a christian, and God has spoken and touched my life, that it is MY responsibility to pass it on to others and I do admit as well, sometimes I am afraid to share Gods words with them because I am not exactly SUPER christian material. ): But i hope to be, and I am praying that I will be.
So much for today, it made me think a lot.
It made me realize how selfish I have been in my life.
It made me realize how much I need God, and how much forgiveness I need.
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