I want to dream forever.

I had the weirdest dream last night. Hmm, maybe weird is not the word to describe it, its more like...heart wrenching and exciting.

Its kinda funny that seb and I were talking about dreams and signs about my job interview on the phone before I went to sleep, and I didnt dream about any signs about the job, but I dreamt about him. HAHA.

And I have no idea why, when I woke up I felt kinda sad and disappointed that its just a dream. dang.

but its kinda unfair, that sometimes dreams put certain thoughts into you even though you've not been thinking along those lines or whatsoever. yknow, like sometimes dreams feel so real, you start to believe that it is real, and then when you wake up, you're all like, shit, whats going on, I want to go back to sleep to feel all that again.

But that being said, I err, just went to the dentist and my whole mouth is aching.

I need some loving but sobs, the one I want the most is not...