sure,

Sure, there are bad times, but there were so many good times as well. I've failed to see that and I was always clouded by my emotions. I've never realized how much you will mean to me when we first met. I was so afraid of being rejected I ended up pushing you away. Most importantly, I never realized how much I meant to you.

Sure, you've always told me that I mean the whole world to you yada yada yada, but like you already know, words are just words to me. But yesterday, I saw a whole new side of you that I 've never seen or known before. You made me want to hold you and never let you go, you made me realize how much I needed you, and how much I was wrong, so wrong, all this time.

You've seen me at my best and at my worst. At my highs, and at my lowest. You've seen me all messy and with mucus dripping from my nose. (ew yucks) You've seen me struggling and you've seen me cry. You've also seen me almost half dead on the hospital bed. You ARE my world, and I've failed to see that previously. I failed to see that you were always here for me, you were always encouraging me. I failed to see you, for who you really are. I..just failed.

Even though I've screwed up so many times. You were always there to wipe my tears, and to hold my hand again. Even though I've hurt you countless of times and said mean stuff to you that I never meant to, you were still there to wipe my tears and put a smile back on my face (even if it takes hours...)

Even though I've given up on us so many times, you still believed in us so strongly and never wanted to let go. Even though I've pushed you away, you kept coming back...

Love is so scary.

I'm so scared, because theres only one you.

Please don't ever ever leave me.

I love you so much kit.

and I've never been so sure.