alone

Life seems so bleak. I honestly feel like each day is getting more difficult to get through. I feel as if I'm sinking deeper and deeper into a cesspit or sth. Its really tough now. Tougher now than before, especially when I don't feel like I have any support to fall back on.

Gone, all gone.

Just me, myself and I and the tears.

I'd rather be alone, than to have people around me who say they'll be here for me but when I really need them, where were they? Or when I was displaying signs of anxiety and breaking down, all they can say is "I can't stop you, can I?"

I'd rather be alone, than to fall back on someone's words and promises which are not true.

I'd rather be alone, than to constantly get hurt whilst caring for someone else.

I'd rather be alone, because being dependent on someone else just makes you weaker and weaker and less self reliant.

Gone all gone.

"I can't stop you, can I?"