Thursday, December 1, 2011

I am really loving and enjoying every single bit of london; even the weather,which fluctuates between 4-8degrees everyday.

But yesterday night it was 13 degrees. HOTNESS MAX. I don't know how I survived in singapore all these while. The only thing I'm not so used to here, is the food. I've been cooking rubbish and buying those microwave food from M&S or like tescos or something.

I miss fish soup and all that.

):

But that being said, I've learnt SO much during my internship at Mirjam's studio. And I concluded that how much I take back with me, is how much and how eager I am to want to learn. And I gave my best and my 100%. So I have no regrets coming all the way to london (even though I was so extremely homesick the first week).

I've made really awesome friends at the studio. I am so going to miss them when I leave. ):

I've learnt so many valuable things here, not just about prints and school stuff, but about life. I realized that plenty of times we always think that the grass is greener on the other side and we keep comparing and wanting more things and wanting to change this and that. But we don't often realize and look at how much we have on our side of the fence.

I've also learnt that sometimes, its better not to cling on to people who don't deserve you. I mean, I realize that I don't fit very well with people. I am sensitive and sometimes very emotional. I'm not a social butterfly who flutters around from groups and groups of friends. I don't have that many friends, only a couple whom I know will see me through life, thick and thin and thats more than enough for me. I don't need friends who makes me feel uncomfortable by shouting at me or talking down on me, or friends (or classmate)who will blatantly bad mouth me infront of me.

But not to rant on and on. This trip has taught me that theres so so soooo much more in life than to trouble or worry yourself with these people, or negatives in life. Theres so much to see, so much to learn, so much to do.

So that being said...
I got everything out of me. My conscious is clear.
I have nothing to lose.
You know what you said, and you know who you are.




3 comments:

  1. HAHAHAHAHAHA, it is nice to hear that you are okay now and it is nice to hear that you are starting to like your London life and enjoying your life in London. (:

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  2. haha yep! my home sickness lasted me like 1 week to be exact. haha. but after that i was fine already. like theres too many things here to do to be homesick for too long. but everything is really expensive as well :(

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  3. GOOD!!! :D It's good to see you have been posting alot!! I love to read them!! :D I LOVE YOUR PHOTOS AND ART PIECES!! Your art pieces are really awesome!!! I really really love them! I think it will be nice, if you put all your art pieces into a book!! :D Heehs! ^^ It's good that there are things to occupy your time, then you won't have homesick easily. :D And btw, I agree with you!! Micky Yoochun is so so charming!!! I like him too~!! xD Time flies, now your internship ended. :D HAHAHAHAHAH!

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