Memories

I found my old blog (click to read) from 2 years ago. Spent a good whole 1 hr reading all of it.

I honestly think in some entires I sound quite matured. WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDDD.

But don't judge.

Heres some parts that really meant a lot to me at that time.

3 years its been, but it felt like it was just yesterday.

I heard this while watching some tv show

"Happiness is so hard to find. Once you find it, don't ever let go of it."
and then I thought to myself, What then, is happiness. People go about daily in search and pursuit of it. Happiness to a little girl might be a dress, happiness to a little boy might be a new toy truck. Happiness to a teenager might be gettting a blackberry, or being popular. Happiness to an adult might be getting pay rise. What then, defines this happiness that we all long for. Why do people deem it to be such an unobtainable thing?

Happiness is waking up in the morning knowing I have another day to live.
Happiness is going to the fridge and checking out the food my mom stocked up.
Happiness is knowing that I have a house to live in and a bed to sleep on at night.
Happiness is knowing that I have friends whom I can count on.
Happiness is knowing that I have siblings I can confide in.
Happiness is knowing that my parents love me and they'll always be there for me.
Happiness is knowing that there is a God out there. And He loves me.

SO why oh why, do people say happiness is so hard to find?

I dont know, Im just in a very thankful and grateful mood now. watch me beam :D

As I read back my entires, I don't know what to feel. Happy that all those dark moments passed and happier moments did come? Or sad that life is a cycle of sad and happy moments. As I read back, I suddenly remember people whom I haven't seen in a really long time. As I read back, the only things that struck me was my friendship with S which I know I treasured a lot then (I still do). Look where we ended up anyway.

Its sad to know that people who once meant the world to me, don't mean as much to me now. This just proves that life goes on. What happened yesterday is already the past, you can't do anything to change them, you'll probably look back laugh at some memories or regret some others...but still laugh at them anyway.

If something or someone is meant to be yours, let go and they will definitely come back to you. If not, by letting go you're one step closer to meeting The One.

Look at it that way. You'll never go wrong.