The truth

Its too difficult, it doesn't fit.

I say things like these.

Right now, what do I really want?

My head tells me something my heart doesn't agree with.

I know that things will only get better from here, in fact it already is.

Things are falling back into the right places; where they should have been all along.

I feel discouraged though,

to know that

Love itself isn't enough to sustain. What then, is love. Is it just that tingling feeling you get when you see your crush? Is it that heart thumping moment when he smiles at you? What exactly is it. Yknow when you meet someone you can click with and you think "he's THE ONE" and the next minute you take it back. Is love a lie? Is it just a euphoria based on chemical reactions in our bodies?

Why do people fall in love, get married, and then end up leading separate lives.

Is it as simple as "we just don't work out" or "we are just not meant to be".

IS IT THAT SIMPLE?

Is love that easy to destroy or forget?

Three things that destroy: distance, time and careers.

How then, can love last forever?

Only a man who truly loves God, will know how to love. Other than that, everything else is a human lie. I'm not talking about romantic love here, I mean, love in general. Love for children, love for people, love for friends, love for people you dislike. I believe that only in experiencing God's true love will anyone understand what real love is, and only then can he truly love others.

Thats who I need to be.

To be the right girlfriend for someone else. To be the right friend to someone. To be the right sister to my brothers. To be the best.

am I making sense?

argh,

turtles.

k nights.