Thats when it struck me.
That this is not how its supposed to be.
I'm not supposed to feel like this, something isnt right.

How is it possible that in such a crowded place, filled with people and friends, how is it possible that in such a place you can feel so alone.
Is it intentional. Or is it self-inflicted.

woe.
I don't know what is real anymore,
or rather, I don't know who is real.
They felt so real. their sadness.

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Are you real?
Was it real?
Honestly, I don't know why I felt so calm, I wasn't scared or freaked out. I just felt really sad. really really sad. And thoughts that shouldnt belong, just came flooding in. And it made me feel so alone. I scanned the place, there were so many people. But why only me.

They've disappeared, but now all it feels like is as though someone left foot prints in your mind. The impressions stay.


They said : she is just a game.