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Helloz. Today's a really bad day. I'll elaborate on that in a bit but for now...

I am ashamed but I re-dyed my hair again.

Like omg WHATS WRONG WITH ME, you might be thinking. Idk, I guess I get bored with things really fast, and also I am considering getting it all jet black forever. I just wanna have normal hair now. (but I'll probably regret it once I've dyed it black and then I'll end up doing something stupid again like bleach my hair and destroy it again, which makes me sound really confused as to what I want, but hey...lets just take it as that)

WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, TAKE PICTURE WITH NEW HAIR COLOR~

Under sunlight, the color becomes more lighter, idk, maybe like more exposed or sth and then you'll see purple and then blue tips, WHICH IS CRAZYYyyyyy. But in normal light its just one color and its quite close to blue black.

But hairniway (lol so punny)

I miss my brother already. He's in the army now so I only get to see him on sat and sun. AND he's always going out so I hardly see him since I go out too. The only time I get to talk to him is on sundays during and after church. And this is what we usually do...
GO MAD and have fun~~

hehe

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ANYWAYS yknow I just want to draw forever sometimes. I dont want to think or do any school work but just draw what I wanna draw. I look at people and I wonder what they are thinking, or feeling. I brush past strangers and wonder what challenges they might be facing today. Like what are they dreading...that kinda thing?

Yknow, and I just want to draw them so I capture that moment and it makes it forever mine.

Was talking to Andre about my fairy tale life, and how the most suitable fairy tale for me now would be the little mermaid. And I totally LOLED at his reply. He's too funny and he doesn't even know it.

I find this really hard to accept. HOW TO EAT WHEN GOT VEGETABLES EVERYWHERE. I don't eat vege, really really hate them.

but I LURRRRVE cabonara. LOVE IT TO THE MAX, especially with the raw egg. omg yummilicious. Please come to Lasalle's 15mins to eat. Theyve got new items on their menu. The cabonara is one of them. CAN COME VISIT ME TOO~

Anyway, yknow I feel like I disappointed my teachers in a sense that I've let myself loose this semester, I mean, my grades aren't really affected, they're quite good I'm quite happy myself. But I mean, in terms of responsibility. Today, my teacher was REALLY ANGRY and furious because the WHOLE CLASS was late for a good whole half an hour. And I sort of got into trouble with the other teacher as well. I feel quite...bad about it. Its like, I didn't meet the expectations that they have of me. And now I feel like I dont deserve to be class rep anymore.

YKNOW THAT FEELING.

ugh. I just wanna drink koi yakult green tea now.

nownownownownownow. i'm addicted to that shit.

oh and did I mention, that I've re-written my 2.5k words critical analysis THREE TIMES!? THIS IS MY THIRD TIME RE-WRITING IT. I am honestly going mad. Oh but please come for the exhibition, the opening night would be next wed but the gallery would be open to public from then on~

xoxox