A little bit disorientated.

I feel grateful for "guardian angel" friends. 

Like, I don't see them around all the time, but they're always there for me. I told marcus ytd, like "eh, how come I feel like you're my guardian angel or sth, everytime something bad happens or when I'm upset, you'll appear to comfort me" And that made me quite happy, that there are people around, even though I thought quite the contrary. And vincent who called to make sure I was okay, but we ended up having a very depressing conversation which made me want to jump out of a window. 

BUT ITS ALL GOOD.

I'M STILL HERE TYPING THIS ENTRY.

So, moral of the story is, I really hate my period, especially one week before it comes. Because my emotions tend to fluctuate the most then. 

My ex boyfriend would probably nod at this HAHAHAH. He was very understanding and patient whenever I feel like that, and its probably too late to say this but I really appreciate him being there for me then. haha typing that just made me miss him, but I take comfort in knowing that if we're meant to be, it will be. 

cliche, but true.

but anyway, I baked some awesome peanut butter cookies! Now i'm waiting for them to be done baking in the oven. SMELLS SO ORSMMZZZZZ.

I wish I could describe a smell.