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Im emotional. I always think the worst out of every situation even though its really nothing.
I should be alone.
I don't know how to be around people.

I keep finding reasons to beat myself up. Like everything that goes wrong, is my fault.
I dont blame anyone. I just blame myself all the time.
Sometimes I just want to know why. I want to know everything just so I can relief myself of some form of emotional pain.
Why people leave. why friends stop talking. why parents hate their kids. Why am I so depressed all of the time. Why am I a mess.

This mess of me keeps attracting more trouble.

I'm better off dead seriously.
I'm so tired of feeling this pain and rejection.