It just occured to me that maybe it'll be better if I end up protecting people whom I love by pushing them away. That way, no one will get hurt.

Please dont get too close. Or even so, you should leave.
Its all for the better, lets close this chapter, say one last prayer.
But don't say that you loved me.

I am going to be a sea urchin.
and sleep with candles burning.
the clock is tickkkkking...'

I'm too afraid to carry on.
I'm too afraid.