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Its times like these when I want to give everything up. Whats the point in trying anymore. I don't feel motivated, passionate or anything. zero. nilch. I don't feel like I'm capable of love at all. There are just too many maybes. And I cannot stress how much I hate uncertainty. Its either this or that or nothing at all.

Maybe maybe maybe.

maybe

maybe

I just have a few months left here.
Then I can give it all up.
Because then, it doesnt mean anything at all anymore.